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Hey. Just so I know. Are you going to the baseball game.
Or is Prescott off limits entirely right now.

ok wow i'm not avoiding prescott i just [...] don't want to do training

Knowing I will fully support. Whatever you choose.
Why not?

don't you feel like i've been over there too much lately

I mean. I miss you. Obviously.
But it’s not for much longer.

what if i agreed to respond to calls to prescott too

Then. That’s what you’ll do. And we’ll be ok.

so you really will be ok with anything i do

You’d come home?

[...] yeah. of course i would.

Then I support it.

This sounds. A little cheesy but.
Not much room for following any kind of goals. Or dreams. Or whatever these days. And if this is. Even a little bit yours. Of course I want you to.

Edited 2024-12-02 19:27 (UTC)

i want to take care of everyone in the fort. nothing's more important to me. it's just [...] bullshit sometimes. the world is gone. like what's the point

I feel that too. Lots.
But I figure. World’s not gone. If we’re still in it. If there’s one other person to fight for.

That helps. Sometimes.

sometimes i want to get into a car and drive until there's nothing left in the rearview mirror. but you're my person. and the kids

god! prescott pisses me off so bad. entire community of ppl who just never gave up and keep trying to help ppl even after everything's gone to shit

Drive. If you need to. This can be. So overwhelming. But [...] I know you'll come back.

[...] Not to be an apologist. Makes very little sense to me. But. I don't think Prescott has it any more figured out. Or they're any more actualized than any of us. Just they chose the whole quad as their person.

Edited 2024-12-03 00:25 (UTC)

i'm never going anywhere w/o you. not ever again

i think everyone in prescott is fully insane tbh. just sometimes when i talk to them i'm like omg i'm just an asshole car thief who never did anything to help anyone until dutch found us. what am i doing here

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Neither am I.

You know. You're a lot more like them than you think. In the good ways. You jumped. At the chance to help the kids. To learn what they do. I didn't want to do it. Maybe you just. Never fully had the chance before. But you've never been just anything.
And you've helped me. Forever.

Edited (one more line sorry too much talking) 2024-12-03 00:47 (UTC)

[...]

i'm going back to responder training tmrw. and i'll be fucking incredible at it. if anyone ever gets sick of my shit it doesn't matter bc i have the fort

We'll know you're incredible no matter what.

I'll drive you.

no you

i bet prescott wouldn't mind if you wanted to hang out too

I feel like I don’t do very much. But I was thinking of storing food next. Don’t have time to hang out at Prescott too often.

carter you just weatherized the whole fort. it's so cozy now

but ok. if any cute responders ask abt you i'll say you've gone chipmunk mode

I don’t think any responders
Cute or no
Are worried about my whereabouts
Particularly. Which is nice.

wow really none of them. no one who's going to be checking you out when we go for baseball

I can’t control that.

dm, 12/2

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